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#1 Demon

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:00 AM

so i have this friend who moved to barcelona this year. more or less the only person i have any contact with now, the last bastion of friendship if you like. so he tells me in about april/may that he's back in UK for the summer, we should hang out. I say ok. so a couple of weeks ago i message him asking if he's back as i hadn't heard from him, and he says he has been back for 2 weeks, is in london right now, but back in essex for another four weeks. i say ok cool, what you been up to??? no reply, left on read. 2 weeks now elapsed. i am just about done with this. ready to end my last friendship.

this is the same guy who was back for xmas, i didn't hear from him until i initiated a meet up, it was the day before he was going off to live in barca, and when he heard my car was in the mechanic's he didn't want to walk to town to meet me (a 20 min walk at most).

the thing is since nobody lives here anymore there is literally nothing he can be doing but sitting around at home i guess. i don't understand it. maybe all my friends really do hate me.

if i am one of your best friends, allegedly, why would you return to this small town for two weeks and not contact me? am i supposed to just sense that you have returned? this is idiotic.

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:01 AM

i never even liked any of my friends. they all have poor taste. tastes inferior to me. they all suck, are dumb, and i’m much smarter than them. i know more than them about anything worth knowing about, and understand concepts their feeble minds cannot grasp. i rule. i don’t need them. better to be lonely and have the berries of life to myself. when you eat a berry, you don’t have to describe the taste. you know the taste. i don’t need confirmation from those with a much less refined palette. thanks.

#3 fifiroxy

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:50 AM

Maybe in your defensiveness and loneliness you are becoming increasingly insufferable?

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:52 AM

I have a friend that is inflexible and arrogant and overly critical to everyone and everything
I rarely see him as he is so up his own ass
He's probably reading this tbh and hopefully cringing with recognition
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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:54 AM

What you need is a really cool event to go to and invite him to
So if he doesn't come he is missing out

Or invite him out and pay for it
Don't be stingy, stingy people suck

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:57 AM

People who owe you money and then order lots of expensive drugs in front of you suck too



#7 Demon

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 11:57 AM

How can I be becoming insufferable when I never talk to them

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:02 PM

Before, people probably sense all your suppressed anger and self righteousness
People "feel" your emotions when you are around them and are probably creeped out

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:04 PM

Maybe there is some vicious rumour going around about you that you haven't heard yet?

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:15 PM

I disagree.

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:16 PM

With what

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:17 PM

This friend often says I should come out to Barca, etc, it's just always me going to him, never the other way around. I'm bored of it.

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:18 PM

And I'm too inconsequential for their to be rumours about me.

#14 fifiroxy

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:27 PM

Go to Barca

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 12:27 PM

Go to Barca

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Posted 06 August 2017 - 01:05 PM

nah

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Posted 08 August 2017 - 10:00 PM

View PostDemon, on 06 August 2017 - 11:01 AM, said:

i never even liked any of my friends. they all have poor taste. tastes inferior to me. they all suck, are dumb, and i’m much smarter than them.

I used to feel like this when i was a kid living in a small town, so that's why i left. Even the artists and musicians were just weak, totally delusional about their abilities and they totally lacked self-criticism. And on top of that most of them did drugs, which is just weak.

Now that i have lived in one of the largest towns in finland almost all of my adulthood, i know a lot of people who are equal to me. But i don't even pretend to know anything about anything besides music.
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Posted 10 August 2017 - 08:42 AM

i dont think i am better than anyone

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Posted 10 August 2017 - 11:25 AM

View Postrockon, on 10 August 2017 - 08:42 AM, said:

i dont think i am better than anyone

you're worse than everyone

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Posted 11 August 2017 - 09:28 PM

Muthafucka str8 up ghosted on you, fifiroxy. That's just how niggaz be sometimes.

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Posted 12 August 2017 - 08:01 AM

View PostDemon, on 10 August 2017 - 11:25 AM, said:

View Postrockon, on 10 August 2017 - 08:42 AM, said:

i dont think i am better than anyone

you're worse than everyone

when you put it that way it just looks wrong , but i guess that is what i said

#22 fifiroxy

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Posted 18 August 2017 - 09:21 AM

View PostAnDi-ChRiSt, on 11 August 2017 - 09:28 PM, said:

Muthafucka str8 up ghosted on you, fifiroxy. That's just how niggaz be sometimes.

Who??
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Posted 20 August 2017 - 03:48 PM

View PostDemon, on 06 August 2017 - 11:01 AM, said:

i never even liked any of my friends. they all have poor taste. tastes inferior to me. they all suck, are dumb, and i’m much smarter than them. i know more than them about anything worth knowing about, and understand concepts their feeble minds cannot grasp. i rule. i don’t need them. better to be lonely and have the berries of life to myself. when you eat a berry, you don’t have to describe the taste. you know the taste. i don’t need confirmation from those with a much less refined palette. thanks.

same

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I've been eating pussy since 97, I started farley young.

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Jesus was from the atlantis, and he got crusified. Who can you help, when you are crusified?

#24 fifiroxy

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Posted 20 August 2017 - 09:40 PM

View PostDr. Unk, on 20 August 2017 - 03:48 PM, said:

View PostDemon, on 06 August 2017 - 11:01 AM, said:

i never even liked any of my friends. they all have poor taste. tastes inferior to me. they all suck, are dumb, and i’m much smarter than them. i know more than them about anything worth knowing about, and understand concepts their feeble minds cannot grasp. i rule. i don’t need them. better to be lonely and have the berries of life to myself. when you eat a berry, you don’t have to describe the taste. you know the taste. i don’t need confirmation from those with a much less refined palette. thanks.

same

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 07:24 PM

Sorry you're from Essex or London?

Also your one friend might have lots of other friends and does not see a reason to prioritise you specifically. He might not even know he's your only (and best) friend. The world goes on outside your head..

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 07:44 PM

it does? tell me more...

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 07:52 PM

i always had two groups of friends, representing my endless schismatic duality

i consciously dropped one group in quite dramatic fashion and the second group have naturally receded from view too.

i don't need 'em. when your friends never make an attempt to talk to you or see how you are doing, then they aren't your friends.

i'm partly culpable even.

i'm built for loneliness. the promise of loneliness. i'll be fine.

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 08:00 PM

I bet dropping your friends was a big move in your head.

Loneliness is bullshit.

#29 Demon

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 08:03 PM

by that time any semblance of friendship had ceased, i had barely seen or heard from them in years actually

why continue with the charade? i'm very all or nothing. it's my nature. usually nothing.

gimme a break dude. you don't know me. do your nights burn with sadness like mine? i guess not.

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Posted 30 August 2017 - 08:13 PM

Hey I've dropped people too. It can be very carthartic. It sounds like you're living in your head a little though. I mean I could just a voice in your head..

Oh and my nights burn with hopes and dreams for the future. That is when im not partying with all my friends (and family). Or maybe it's just the drugs.

Anyway, London or Essex?




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