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World Against Me

01 January 2018 - 12:01 PM

When I was about seven years old, my brother and sisters made up a girlfriend for me, hailey with the ginger hair. they even made it into a chant. it wasn't even a real girl. ever since then i have been vociferously private about my social life when it comes to my family. so when i was just starting high school, literally that first dreaded couple of months, my cousin from america moved here (actually into my house) and was put in a bunch of my classes. when i got a girlfriend for a day in year 7 my whole family knew about it that afternoon. to this day, reference is still made about "sal's girlfriend". that is my only girlfriend ever.

school started so promising but by college i was very shy around girls. i had this thing where my eyes would water really easily when talking to anyone. this strange malfunction only increased my shyness and embarrassment. the only chance i had with talking to girls was if i had a mutual friend to kind of bridge out from. every person from my town had a bunch of friends from high school in their classes but not me. in every class in first year of college I was in a room of strangers and had to try and make friends. every single class.

Crazy Europe

29 December 2017 - 12:51 PM

I Need A Girlfriend

30 September 2017 - 11:34 AM

never has a guy needed a girlfriend more than this guy needs a girlfriend.


13 August 2017 - 09:32 PM

america is a big place

let localised people decide who their war heroes are

extreme left and right all want to erase things they consider at odds with their worldview

history is sadly written by the victors

No Friends Part Deux

06 August 2017 - 11:00 AM

so i have this friend who moved to barcelona this year. more or less the only person i have any contact with now, the last bastion of friendship if you like. so he tells me in about april/may that he's back in UK for the summer, we should hang out. I say ok. so a couple of weeks ago i message him asking if he's back as i hadn't heard from him, and he says he has been back for 2 weeks, is in london right now, but back in essex for another four weeks. i say ok cool, what you been up to??? no reply, left on read. 2 weeks now elapsed. i am just about done with this. ready to end my last friendship.

this is the same guy who was back for xmas, i didn't hear from him until i initiated a meet up, it was the day before he was going off to live in barca, and when he heard my car was in the mechanic's he didn't want to walk to town to meet me (a 20 min walk at most).

the thing is since nobody lives here anymore there is literally nothing he can be doing but sitting around at home i guess. i don't understand it. maybe all my friends really do hate me.

if i am one of your best friends, allegedly, why would you return to this small town for two weeks and not contact me? am i supposed to just sense that you have returned? this is idiotic.